Khayali khawab

 Akhir bar khud ke liye waqt nikal kar sukoon se kab bethe the , is bhaagti zindagi se kab bina jald baazi ke khana khaya tha, yaad bhi hain kya ? kab akhiri bar bina waqt dekhe sukoon se din guzara tha , aur kab akhiri bar apne kamre ki kidki se suraj ko dhoopte dekhta tha, aur kab akhiri bar dheer raat tum ghumne nikle the , yaad bhi hain kya ? aur kab akhiri bar kisi ke sath haaske muskurake waqt guzara tha , yaad bhi hain kya ? aur kab koi din bina tension ke sath guzara tha , yaad bhi hain kya ? kab purane dosto ke sath sham bitai thi, is sub ke bech tum khud ko bhul gye sukoon bhul gye , apno ko bhul gye  apno ki khusiyo ko bhul gaye.  me janta hu kitni hi zimmdariyo ka bhoj hain tumpe kitno ki umeed ho tum kitno ka barosa ho tum lekin in sub ke bech me thoda sa sukoon apne liye rakhna bhi zaruri hain  thoda khud ke liye bhi jeena zaruri hain aur tumhe yaad bhi hain tumhari muskaan ? akhiri bar khul ke hase the ? yaad bhi hain? zara sa waqt khud ke liye...

 Aaj unka din hain jisse hamara har din hota hain aaj Maa ka din hain  Maa to Maa hoti hain chahe wo apki ho ya meri  maa to subki ek jaise hi hoti hain  Maa to thode me bahut kush ho jati haina :-) unke khene par relavites se baat krdo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unke sath kaam me help kardo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unke sath sham ko chai peete waqt baat krlo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unki banai hui lauki ki subzi kha lo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unki youtube wali recipe ko compliment krdo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unki baat mausi se kara do wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unke banaye khane ki tariff krdo bs wo ushi me khush ho jati hain,  unke bolane se pehele saari paani ki bottles bhar kr rakhdo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unke pasand ke kapde pahenlo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unke whatsapp par status lagane me help krdo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unhe roz video call karke baat krlo wo ushi me khush ho jati hain, unke liye...

Part 1   We are wise enough to catch their lies, and yet so enamored by them that we still believe them. These are my favorite lines by Gulzar Saab. They are my favorite because they perfectly capture what I have seen and felt. Sometimes, Gulzar Saab surprises me with how well he understands me, even better than I understand myself. You might have heard these lines before, but you haven't heard the story behind why they mean so much to me. About a year ago, when I was working in metro city, I had a friend there. We were more than just friends  it's a relationship that's hard to explain. I had to return to my hometown for my exams. She had just gotten a new phone, and for some reason, I had a bad feeling. So, I scanned her WhatsApp on my phone, just like that, without thinking much about it. I rarely checked her WhatsApp, but sometimes she would be online and not reply to me, which made me open her WhatsApp out of curiosity. I read all her chats and saw so many lies. She wou...